As you may know, computers while created to be perfect, can in fact be far from perfect over time, especially when there are influences from the outside world, and can suffer from illnesses both mild and severe. As it turns out, last Sunday my trusty iMac suffered a total and complete breakdown, meaning that when I turned it on nothing came up on the screen, double triple quadruple YIKES. So rather than freak out entirely, I went to go lie down in my bed to fight all the thoughts of what if, mainly because while I do have a back-up service on a cloud, just my photos alone had already exceeded the amount of space I'd paid too much for, so I wasn't entirely sure what was backed up and what was not. ( As it turns out, my cloud program wasn't exactly working on account of my computer not working properly, and I could have been more aware of what actually was backed up, so you can certainly have a cloud back up and just back up your precious photos.)
Rather than drag this post on, I did want to share with you all some things that happened during my unplanned week of computer abstinence:
1. I found that my thoughts were more independent as opposed to being driven by something I'd seen or read online
2. I had some ideas that I wanted to record, so I found a little journal to write them in, yes, you know like the old fashioned way of planning with pen and paper!
3. I did a lot of crafting that I might not have done, but that I need to do with the Jewish holidays and especially succot quickly approaching.
4. The kitchen was generally so much neater, and there weren't piles of dishes in the sink, whaddayaknow.
5. I actually took down an old cookbook from a high up shelf and enjoyed looking at all the recipes, and discovered a bunch of ideas to implement in my kitchen. What a concept, you mean actually open up a cookbook instead of searching for a recipe online?
6. I went to bed or at least retired to my room at the same time as my kids (who now go to bed starting at around 9:30pm) and revisited the lovely idea of sort of winding down before actually going to sleep.
7. When I finally did get my computer back home safe and sound from a reliable Mac repair center an hour plus away from my home I didn't run to plug it in, as I still wanted to savor the simpler unplugged life, ahhhhh.
8. Now that I am back, I am resolved to spend less time on the computer, especially during the evening hours, and to try and limit computer use that may have in the past taken place in the very late night hours, unless it is for a job that can't wait.
9. Since nothing happens by chance, I do believe that this computer malfunction was perfectly timed to occur just before the Jewish New Year, when we take stock of our actions during the past year and resolve to infuse the new year with choices that are better for ourselves and our families.
Wishing you all a Shanah Tovah (a good year) and a new year filled with sweet moments, good health and really truly being present in the moment. I will be back with more crafting shortly, but right now I must run to pack suitcases for my husband and two youngest sons who are traveling to the Ukraine for Rosh HaShana, where as spiritual warriors (together with about 50,000 others from around the world) they will strengthen themselves and gather tools to make thjs coming new year a truly good year for themselves, for our family and for the entire world.